a new hope a better day.

heeeeeeeeeeeeeyleeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww……….

i noticed that i have mood swings lately…………damnnn..i hate it!i feel soo bitter and feel like being a bitch..of course i have to fight the feeling,distract myself to something.oh i forgot to mention that i DID get accepted in UBD!well like three months ago haahaa…..and the best thing is!i met two friends…who are my really close friends now….oh,their names??

liyana is the “blonde” one and the really really fair one is nisah!and they are ma dudess =) and we’re GAY HAHA

Anyway.right now,im kinda still pissed at a friend,well my bestfriend because of posting the picture of me and the guy who i like talking on our teslubd blog. i dont want to talk about it with other people because im scared i will end up talking crap about him..i love him and i dont want to trash talk a friend..its just wrong.i kept giving him msgs he hasnt even replied yet..i dont know what has happened to him.i just dont wnt anything to change between me and him…he used to be there for me everytime now it seems like hes busy with his own life..i just wanna talk to him about it..but maybe not now..just wait for the right time….lets just hope he will realize it himself..besides no matter what he is still gona be my bestfriend…

okay that was deep…haha…atleast it made me feel a little bit better and i hope no one will read this haha….

oh im sooo excited for next week…a show and thennn KK!!!i just wanna get out from everything right now…..CAN”T WAIT!!!!

haa hello im back

damnnn ive been soo busy lately…and now i find myself freaking like crap!!i hate it….i get cranky easily shittt…..i feel so bloated and fat…but the thing is im not pms-ing….weirdd!!!!fakkk………………ill post more pictures soon…i fucking hate myself right noww!!

It’s time to turn a page.

It’s been like a long time i have not posted anything…haha…i was kinda busy….anyway the reason why i put the title “its time to turn a page”,is that,im turning a new page of my life… i want to move on and i want to really live my life,i dont want to be stuck in the past..which i think i am,i mean was…before…hm..anyway,im still waiting for itb results..and..put on like a couple of pounds in a week ahha……..last week was a busy week for me….dil,atik and me were like baby sitting 3 kids..iwe even went to sunday splash,it was fun and all but tiring…and last week was the kemuda dinner where we performed,it was awesome…get to meet alot of people…so yea..im so lazy on posting the pics heheh…well anyways..i suck at blogging haha…take care and .see ya later

the one with the cake.

oh i just want to say thank you to bunur and her family.thank you for the cake.i havent eaten it yet though..hahah..anyways..i really appreciate it…

the big one and nine…

Happy brithday to me…happy birthday to me..happy birthday to me..happy birthday to ME~ my gosh so sad hahaha…anyways is it really my brithday today?doesnt feel like it..and today is soo tiring..i had to wake up early to attend a briefing at baiduri’s card centre in kiarong.turns out our posting has changed again.i went from giant to mall…wahh…and im gona be alone no partners or watsoever but ada plg org loan but i dont know who is it gona be,baru jua jumpa drg khairah yesterday barutah kan sama now tukar,it was fun yesterday though…i miss haini now,khairah and mawie,hehe they’re fun people.anyways after the briefing i found out that they’re sending me to the mall..my gosh. and today i have no shift..hahha..but then i still work,i went to bmobile hq with faiz dgnkn ia..was ok lah byk duduk and didnt eat alot and i saw my aunt.talked to her..and also i got a customer.yey~hahha,the thing i like about working there is that the working hours is from 9-4pm sekajap rsanya..and sama faiz lagi..haha..so after 4 went back home faiz antar and then went jogging but before that bali bawang and marinade chicken and then ke kiarong  bali chappatti and then grilled chicken di rmh and then hafiz called suruh bali pizza since its his bday today jua haha,and then went to fratini’s gdg which slh order btw and then ke jis and then tungku and balik………see how tiring it was hahha….but at least i have something to do.so i liked it hahah..and im even tired typing ani,

i think my birthday wish would be me and all my friends together like before in 2006  and dancing at a dance studio sampaiiiiiiiiiiii malammmmmmmmmmmmmm..hahha…i really miss that!like seriously..huhu…

finally i baked it!

heelllooooooooo…….

today is the last day of my day off work..so today i made it my baking day haha…at first i thought about baking wholemeal buns but then i wanna start with something basic and not risk of having it ruined…*clears throat* again..yeah yeah i tried to make wholemeal buns and it didnt turn out alright the dough didnt rise so thats a bad sign.lol…anyways i decided to make sweet buns…but then i thought what should i put in for the fillings,so since i lovee cinnamon rolls.i decided to make the rolls using the sweet buns recipe.sorry i didnt take pictures while i was making it,i totally forgot..but i did take a picture of the finished product hehe..here it is:

Ewa bakhri likes it haha.he was like “bagus eh buat cani..nanti buat apa lagi..”oh btw he thought i dont have a job..hahah…and bundun said it was ok..anyways..around 7.30pm i baked brownies.its for my work colleagues ehhe..i baked using a diff recipe..its eggless so its good for people who are allergic to eggs hehe i havent taste it cos ive had enough of sweetness for today ahhaha…inda bagus tuu..manis2 eheh..oh yeah weirdly my weight has gone down,..how weird.myb its cos of the coldness at giant’s um..anyway..my birhtday is coming soon..and i dont even feel so brithday-ish… i mean like i dont really look foward to it.i dont know why…and im happy for my step sister for her new baby..her first child..alhamdullilah the baby is alright..im so looking forward to work tomorrow =) cheers*

update update..

its been like a long time i havent updated this blog..i did mention that blogging is not my thing right?but i still blog haha…anyways..right now im working again at baiduri..yeap yeap they took me back again…its of course tiring but ok lah…right now we have like two roadshows one at GIANT and the mall.i was sent to giant.sales kinda slow there but alright.

my gosh there was like 3 people telling me that i got chubbier and fatter!!!OMG it was like a nightmare for me…huhu.its so hard to exercise nowadays since i have a job.i seriously need to loose weight and get toned after all of this.

insyallah ill post some pictures next time  =)

My N95 is “sick”..

waa…!!!!!!!!!!!!!it finally happened my n95 lcd is rosak..huhu my gosh how could i live without that phone!damn myb its cos over gaming of pokemon ahhahha…im gona send it to qq for repairing, i have no idea how long they will repair it,hopefully baik tarus amin.oh yeah sorry for the lack of update,i have to honest blogging is not really my thing saja2 buat hahah

I just had to share this with you.

Alhamdullilah~

I passed!!i mean i passed my driving test.hehe yey~the hard part is OVER!..i think lol